Uganda 2011…Final thoughts
Jeremy Patty was part of the team from Watermark that was in Lira, Pader, and Kimpala, Uganda in October 2011. Below are his responses to questions asked of all the folks who are part of a Watermark international discipleship trip.
Did you struggle with your spiritual walk during the trip and if so, how? The day we visited the Rock Quarry in Kimpala, Uganda was the toughest on me. I saw a place that was filled with men, women, and children living in conditions that only seem to exist in the movies. At first, I didn’t see much hope. I wondered where God was in any of what I saw. I wondered why He didn’t seem to be doing anything about it. I wondered and questioned why He would allow this to happen. I was deeply affected. But, over the week we were in Uganda God reminded me that we, His people, were to be His hands and feet until He returns. He reminded me that we were to care for the poor, widows, and orphans because He cared for the poor, widows, and orphans. The Lord said to me, “Anyone who is among the living has hope – even a live dog is better off than a dead lion!” – Eccl. 9:7. God seemed to remind me that He is doing something about it and that is why I was there. We, the church, are His current plan. Are we doing enough?
How did your view of God change? I’m don’t think my view of God changed, but as I read the Psalms it seems to mean so much more to me. His Word seems to penetrate more deeply and apply in very real way to what the Ugandan people are experiencing in their suffering.
What major thing did you learn about yourself during this trip? That I can be confident that Jesus is really using me to reach and teach His people. That He answered my prayer and used me as a mouthpiece and instrument to love, encourage, and challenge His people.
What else did you learn as a result of your trip? The spiritual condition of Americans is the same if not worse than those who are in Uganda. The physical poverty of the people in Uganda reflects the spiritual poverty I see here in America. Because of the security and prosperity we enjoy in our country, the devastating effects of sin in our lives are softened and often disguised by the “good things” we can do for ourselves. These fleeting “quick fix” solutions, however, do not cure us or prevent sin from robbing us of the joy and peace that results from deepening our relationship with Jesus as we grow in maturity. The U.S. needs Jesus just as much as the poverty stricken people of Uganda.
How are you being called to live differently as a result of this experience? He also taught me that I too often sweat the small stuff. I too often get stressed about Seminary work and my job responsibilities, caring too much about stuff that is not that critical. The trials the people in Uganda are facing are often life and death. He taught me that I care too much of what others think of me in America. I should step up and speak out more often not fearing man, but fearing the Lord alone – trusting Him to continue to use me. He taught me that I can and should be doing more to help the poor, the widows, and orphans. He taught me that I should slow down and simplify my living even further. I need to take more time to care for and nurture people. People need to matter more than any to do list items. I learned that I should make more time to teach and train my kids while they are in our home and that they should be a higher priority than finishing any Seminary assignment. Be a better steward. I hope to trim spending even further in order to sponsor more children. Consider adoption when Seminary is complete. Nelson and Jessica were a great example of caring for the people. They had up to 30 children only 5 of which were their biological kids.
