just one step
October 19th, 2010Little bit is now 14 months. Oh, I how love my speedy little crawler.
The time has already gone by so crazy fast. Hate that.
The dude crawls like a man on a mission.
He’s taken some steps, but is much more focused right now on me holding him, a lot. A lot. Often. A good deal of the time. Much. Did I say, a lot? I want to say ‘all the time’, but that wouldn’t be true. At home, he’s content for 5 to 10 minute increments without me…sometimes. That’s how it feels, at least.
I remember this time so well with Reece. Right before he began walking, he too whined for his mommy to hold him. A lot.
I always tell Zach to slow down, not to grow up so quickly. Bubbly is my song for him, so I often say, “Take your time, Bubbly, take your time.”
But within the past couple of days, I gotta be honest.
I’m ready for him to walk.
I know. I said it.
I’ve never felt so dysfunctional. I mean, he’s 14 months! I should have it more together by now. Meals, laundry, dishes, a semi-clean floor, and a shower should not be this big of a challenge, should they?
Well, the answer doesn’t really matter because the truth is that they ARE.
I spend lots of time each day on the floor, not cleaning, but playing and snuggling, and smooching, and cuddling, and rolling the ball, and giggling, and clapping, and singing, and belly blowing, and wow, writing that just made me smile.
So, moment after moment I’m trying to let those things go, not completely, but just taking what the day gives me and allowing each moment to be what it will be…what God would have it be.
And in each of those moments, I find this week’s verse:
And this is love:
that we walk in obedience to his commands.
As you have heard from the beginning,
his command is that you walk in love. 2 John 1:6
Because at the end of each day, if I’ve been walking with Him and walking in love, hey, that’s a pretty good day.
If the idea of walking seems hard, like it must for Zach, remember this: It starts with just one step.
And then another. And then another.
Don’t see it as a long, hard road to travel down.
My flesh sometimes wants to rebel against that kind of walking.
It’s just one moment. Choose to walk it with God.
You’ll miss out on some moments, and stumble sideways, backwards, and even flat on your face. But then, in the next moment, take another step.
Obedience isn’t being perfect, no, it’s just taking another step toward Him.
Let’s walk this road together this week.
Write it on the bottom of your shoes. Write it on a piece of paper and slide underneath the shoes in your closet. Slip a sticky inside your shoe as a reminder. When you take it out to put on your and your kid’s shoes, practice the verse.
The weather is absolutely gorgeous right now, and the evenings are becoming shorter. Take advantage.
Grab some chalk and write it on the sidewalk as you play outside.
Go for a walk together and talk about what the verse means to walk in obedience and to walk in love. It’s just one step. You can do that.
And speaking of taking another step, you Romans 6-ers, how’s it going?
We’re hitting the big double digits this week! Verse 10!
The death he died, he died to sin once for all;
but the life he lives, he lives to God.
This one rolls off the tongue. Once I got the first two words, “The death”, the rest just came flying.
With my dysfunctional self, I’ve been amazed at the ability to learn these new verses every week. It’s almost like my capacity for learning God’s word is becoming greater. How cool is that?
Know that some weeks it takes more than the week to firm up the verse, especially with the kids. But, we just keep moving forward, continuing to practice the old and adding the new. So don’t worry about having it down perfectly before moving on, just keep on going!
Zach will walk sooner or later. But today, I’ve got the chance to walk with him in a much more meaningful way.
Wanna try walking with me this week?
All it takes is just one step. – Sundee McDonald



